heya..you know my blog sucks..it's completely disgusting and i have no whatsoever idea on how to make it nicer..i am just lazing around at home coz i'm currently sick..down with the flu bug..coughing badly..bad throat and you know..fever coming on and off..actually feeling VERY sick but it is just so boring just stoning at home..should have gone for training but afraid that i cannot take it half way through..you know training can get just so tough at times..coach can just be drilling us for hours..i just realized that the stephanie sun's song is very nice..yu jian i think..the song in the show turn left turn right..it is such a sweet song that i have been repeating it for at least about 10 times already..went to www.mdyanzi.com and could just hear about practically all of her songs but i particularly like this one it has so much meaning in it..it just relates to my life...i know that the someone is so so so near me yet so far away..he is just right in front of me yet i keep on looking far and wide for him..gives me something to think about..everynight i will reflect on myself but i just don't seem to get it right...read trili's blog just yesterday..feel that she has changed so much..she is so much more confident and aware of herself and her surroundings..she is so much stronger and her character has grown so much in the past 2 years..she has shown me that nothing is impossible and she will always be the strong girl that i see in her...trili..if you happen to read this..i want to tell you that i will always be supporting you and that you should stay strong and follow your gut feeling...you are one of the strongest people i know...and i will always remember you forever and ever...ok...that's it for now...i should just go look for nicer temlates and put a guestbook in blog and a tag board too....bye....

-VaL-