hey...guess what...i just typed so much into the computer and the damn computer just spoilt at just the time when it was suppose to post that i can just kill myself...this is so crap...i typed so so so much..al my efforts have really gone down the drain...ok...i learn my lesson...never type your blog in a lousy computer like mine....ahhhhhhhhhhh.......i am just screaming my head off at the moment...just when i was happily posting my entry the damn computer had to spoil...ok...as i was saying...at the beginning of my last deleted entry...that the school is taking over my life...now i have to summarise everything and type it in short...ok...because of school...i will have lesser time to type into my computer and that i have to cut down all my couch potaoto sessions and tho computer sessions...and the slscking sessions and the leisure sessions...and every other session except the studying session...which is liek totally boring coz i will be staring at my book and TRYING to absorb everything into my head but i always seem to fail though...i don't know why..but my attention span is just like a 3-year-old kid...every 5 minutes i will be distracted and go off to somewhere...to get a cup of water...to go get a sweet..or to just walk around the house...pretending that i'm trying to find something...that is totally crap but totally true...haiz...ok...hmmm...what else did i say...i forgot a whole chunk but nevermind...there was something about dreams...oh yar.. and i said that the problem with me is that i don't dream at night...i don't even have any nightmares...that's like totally crap...and teachers always scold us when we dream in class...well...the government wanted us to like be creative and stuff and we're most creative when we're dreaming so that means that the teachers scold us unecesarily and that the government stes unrealistic goals...haha...that whole lot was totally crap...i am such a crapper and a fairly good one too...haha...oh...and i'm telling you...i fail so many test that i can just count all those taht i passed easier that i can count those that i failed...haha...crap again...anyway..mei is training now..and i hope that dhe gets into the school team unlike me...she is totally pro at it while i totally sucka t it...she can like not train for a whole month and still be better than everyone of us...she is a natural man...so i should just stop thinking at how she gets so good...she's a natural...and i'm a pathetic lousy un pro person...ok...anyway..gotta go and study now...yes AGAIN...sian...but anyway...bye...