how can you lose something you've never owned?

heya..so many things have happened since i last updated which was only a few days ago..sigh..i sprained my ankle and now i feel like shit..didn't go training that day..feel kinda stupid..it was the first training..and i missed it..actually wanted to go but my leg just didn't allow me to..haiz...i think it's worse now..since after i came back from the sinseh..haiz..i have no idea why..i hope it gets better..haiz...so that i can go for training on tuesday...but i think even if it doesn't get better i'll still go for training..i don't like the feeling of missing two trainings in a row..sigh..anyway..i sprained my ankle in the morning rite..when we were playing netball..yup..then after that we went to watch white chicks..it was super dee duper funneh..haha..the guy behind me laughed so funnily..and i think we laughed at all the wrong parts..haha..anyway..it is a nice show..and eveytime i think about the guy singing a thousand miles with all the actions i still laugh like a crazy person..can't help it..it's damn funny..anyway after that went to xinyi's chalet..was ok la..had lotsa fun sitting in the squashed up room watching singapore idol and when it came on everyone was screaming...haha..that was kinfda fun and after that at the playground was kinda fun too..haha..we were all trying to get into the whale thingy but apparantly we're all too fat and then after a while the small children came and they just climbed it just like that when we were making a fool out of ourselves they could just go in...just shows how old we are already..i think i should start acting my age instead of fooling around like a kid..haiz..and ya..then the next day i didn't go to training..sigh..anyway...i forgot to say this..i think during singapore idol we all laughed the most when mr ang was interviewed...he's jerry's buddy..it was freaking funny and he was just clowning around..haha..it was so funny we were all laughing our ass off..haha..left the chalet at around 10+ la..and then went home...yeah..and yesterday i was just lazing around at home..rubbing my swollen leg then at night mum took me to the doctores and i missed singapore idol..sigh..but jerry's out..i think it's about time he got voted out..haha..anyway..the doctor almost killed me..or i almost killed him..i almost wanted to kick him..he rubbed my leg with so much force i almost kicked him in the face..he swwmed to knew which part hurted the most and he kept on pressing that spot..i was like..how the hell does he know that it was superly painful at that spot???then after that he put the bottle thing at my leg..the one where it will make a swollen part pop out..something to do with the pressure in the bottle i think..anyway..that part was not painful but he made me wait for such a long time..ok..shall go soon..dooms day is nearing..checking of paper starts on tuesday..haha...tatas..