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today was fun.ok so we cam to school for assembly and civics.there was no assembly so we had early civics which was good cos we get an early break too.haha.yes yes. so we ate at the canteen adn then sneaky us sneaked out of school.hmm.so we were suppose to go out but dixie decided that she shall abandon me and go out with feroz and melly decided to have fishie over at her house so i was sitting at home since like 10?sheesh.i ponned school just to come home to slack?what is this?i got so bored i fell asleep on the couch.hahaha.yesyes.and my sister came back so late i abandoned the idea of going to parkway with her.haha.so basically it was not a very interesting day.except the fact that i finally heard jane's voice after 1 or 2 months.i miss that dongdong.hahaha.it felt good to talk to her again.yay yay!!

ok.so tomorrow is it.it's the end.and i have no idea where it goes from there.i dont want it to end. i dont wanna have to face a new group of people all over agian.and i dont like the thought that all the fun we had in the past 6 weeks would only be memories.hmm.i never did like goodbyes.i dont think i ever will like them.so its a new chapter and we start afresh again.but i dont wanna leave it just like that.i want a nice happy ending to my first 3months in tp.but then again.i dont know what i want.sheesh.why am i like that?

ok.so i'm gonna go golf tmr and it better be better cos i know it cant get any worse with my screwed up swing.yes.ok.

i really really dont want tomorrow to be the end of everything.it's just not fair!!
boo.
at the same time.maybe it would be good to just move on.ok fine.no it isnt good.i'm selfish.hahaha.yay yay!!!so what i just typed sounded stupid.hahaha.nevermind.we shall go out on monday again as usual.yay!!!to tm we shall go!!after our failed plan today causing much pain to me cos i was stuck at home and i still dont believe it.save me la!!