funnyness

what a crazy day.
rockclimbed in the morning and screamed like hell.
it was so so high.
dont look left, dont look right, dont look down, dont look back.
gosh.concentrate on the rocks and then came the point where my back was facing the ground and i screamed and fell.ooh.it was horrible.ok.at least i didnt see anything.closed my eyes the moment i started screaming and falling.embarassing man.it was seriously high.phobia man phobia.climbing wasnt scary.falling was.sheesh. i dont wanna climb anymore.scary scary scary.
like that amount of screaming wasnt enough.we screamed for melly too.hahaha.yeah.and to top it all off.i screamed so so so loudly in the toilet, i'm sure the people in the classrooms could hear me.
arhh.that was embarassing.i shant reveal.sheesh.and i'm pretty sure it was the first time i did that. horrible horrible.that was such an un-val thing to do.it's something that i would not do.but i seriously couldnt take a step closer to that thing.plus i didnt even dare stretch my hands out for my uniform.gosh gosh gosh.whats with all me fears. and for the rest of the day i was super dee duper blah.i'm so so so sorry.something just didnt feel right.hmmm.i was all moody and sleepy and quiet and all.i'm so sorry that you guys had to put up with all my shit.
i'm really really sorry.ahhh.i should just rot and die.

contradiction is always good.
i hate you but i love you.

and the sweetest goodbye is making me feel so cry-ey.
but i cant deny the fact that it's on replay.
something's wrong with me.

on a happier note.
game tomorrow!
:)