iris

mugging at the library was good.
dixie and me, people with good concentration.
chinese listening was sleepy.
ewww.
and my knee still hurts like shit.
and whats with my leg which keeps cramping in the middle of the night.
hurts like hell.
same story every night.
wakes up with sharp pain in calf, holds leg and tries not to scream.
tears well up in eyes.
and then somehow i just fall asleep.

but somehow the knee never seems to heal.
damn it.

ohwells.
cts start tomorrow.
greatness with chinese and econs.
love it.


and i dont want the world to see me
cause i dont think that they'll understand
when everything's made to be broken
i just want you to know who i am