smile that smile

its been a while.
my apologies.
no time no time.

everyday, i come home and i'm just too tired to do anything.
test after test after test.
work's seriously starting to pile up and promos are so soon it makes me wonder what have i been doing all this while.oh sheesh.
pw's being a bitch with the written report and eoms.
teachers are starting to rush after realising that we're lagging too much.
argh. schools being all shitty and stuff again.

yesterday saw me going back to school for the econs test.
and i do not like being a BUDDING ECONOMIST at all.not one bit.
i guess the paper was alright and we probably could have done it with a teeny weeeny bit of studying but no, i didnt.
lunch after that at mos was funny. its been a long time since we ate together already and it was good.haha.walked around a while and met the classmates and others.
hahaha. i remember their names already!!all 3!!!ask me ask me!!
ok that was retarded cos of the fact that my brain is officially busted and its unable to remember names and stuff. i think theres some kind of block in the brain and it just loses information after a while.oh wow.how nice.now now.DONT DIGRESS. yes so we walked around in tm for quite sometime until i got pretty tired i sort of stopped talking.haha.hmm.well we left after that.i met kim at city hall and we walked around for a while.it was boring and we wanted to go have dinner but mummy asked us to come over for dinner at auntie serena's house. we had to go all the way to yishun can and take the bus from the interchange where everyone was bloody staring at me wondering what the hell is this tampines girl doing here. or it might just be due to the fact that they hadnt seen the uniform before. or it might be the fact that kim was carrying a giraffe which she happily named ggg.its really cute.(:anyways. all the chatting with kim made me feel better!i love kim!

next week seems to be yet another busy week:

monday-appointment at tampines polyclinic
tuesday-golf
wednesday-learning journey
thursday-chem remedial
friday-golf

see i am superly busy.
and with school and extra lessons and what nots.
that leaves me no time to do my tutorials and lecture preperations and what more study.
so maybe there are things that i should just let go but those are the things that are so dear to me it seems painful. maybe i really should.

anyways i'm pretty sure everyone's feeling as stressed out as me.
but the bottomline is i guess just tell yourself that you can do it and everything would be a-ok!
it always turns out fine in the end anyways.
just pray it still will.

you have no idea how much it means to me
all the love in the world
you're a custom fit
:):):)