hey...sorry guys...i really didn't mean to cry..it just started flowng out..coz i really was lost..you all seem to know what i didn't know...now at least i know how i feel...the letter...it was the cause of all this stupid rubbish...oh man...sorry if i made you guys worry coz i really didn't mean it..i really thought it was nothing..about that stupid thing in the book...it is rubbish...just wrote it for fun..and i really didn't remember writing that stupid [I]...haiz...and that will.i.am...he's the guy from black eyed peas...haha...and i don't like him...just happened that he's name was on my book...i write those stuff coz you know how boring chem. can get...haha...it didn't mean a thing..ok......but i really don't like anyone now...hahaz...can't believe i'm saying all this...sorry k?i feel very bad..today was fun..i love going to that room...i wanna go another time...i feel so relieve after a trip there...she's so nice...i wanna be like her wen i grow up...next time i wanna take up this course..i'm sure she has helped lotsa ppl before...so great...yeah...and i know she helped you too melly...haha...hmmm...if i become like her in the future...will you come and find me?haha...by then you don't need her anymore...i'll just go another school and help the pupils...haha...so fun...ok..this is crap...anyway...after you guys tell me what is it...i feel so much better..i think when i cried i scared the two girls we saw at the bus stop...i feel so bad...when i alighted the bus...they were like bye...and they were staring at me....haha...sorry...anyway..hilary duff's cd is so nice...the songs are nice...she's damn talented...can't wait to get my hands on her next album if there is any...haha...anyway...i really didn't mean to hurt you all...the stupid letter was a total crap that i just wrote when i was so super boring in class during don't know what lesson...i think it's maths..haiz...it's a stupid letter about my stupid maths and halfway through there's lyrics to a song the song is here without you...so lame rite? anyway now..i don't know where it go liao..and you guys don't have to worry about me...coz if i have any problem i promise i'll go find you ppl...coz you're the bestest frens anyone could ask for..i'll never forget you guys for all my life...love yall...