I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM TO BLAMAE FOR ALL THE DISINFECTS AND ABNORMALITY IN THE WORLD!!I AM TO BLAME FOR ALL THE PAIN THAT EVERONE AND ANYONE SUFFERS!!I AM TO BLAME THAT SYAZANA HAS TO SIT ALONE ON THE BUS!!!I AM TO BLAME THAT MELLY AND JANE HAS TO COME TO VJC WITH ME!!!I AM TO BLAME FOR EVERYTHING!!!IT'S ALL MY FAULT!!!

I AM THE EXTRA EVERYWHERE I GO!!I AM THE ONE WHO DISAPPOINTS EVERYONE!!!I AM THE ONE WHO EMBARASSES OTHERS IN FRONT OF THEIR FRIENDS!!!I AM NOT WORTHY OF YOUR FRIENDSHIP!!!I HATE MY LIFE!!!I KNOW I AM THE MOST IRRITATING PERSON IN THE WORLD!!!I KNOW THAT WHEN I GO OUT WITH PEOPLE, THEY JUST WISH THAT I AM NOT THERE!!!!I'M SORRY TO ALL WHO HAS BEEN EMBARASSED BY ME, ANYONE WHOM I HAVE MADE FEEL BAD!!!IT WON'T HAPPEN ANYMORE BECAUSE I WILL KEEP MY DAMN MOUTH SHUT AND JUST STAY IN A CORNER AND HIDE!!!AND JUST LEAVE EVERYONE ELSE ALONE INSTEAD OF BEING A BURDEN TO THEM!!I PROMISE!!!I HATE MY LIFE!!!