hey...today there was training again..hahx..sucks..coach kept picking on us..the non-school team..but haiz i was expecting it..had to train the sec ones...oh man..they were fine...at least to me they were ok..heard that some of them talk back to the seniors..luckily didn't happen in my group..anyway..training was just stupid today..anyway school was no better..didn't understand anything in a maths class...think i'm really gonna fail badly for the next ca...i need to pass every subject..i'm desperate to pass everything..i think i can't cope with my school work..haiz...saddening..i dun want to drop any subject..i wanna study hard and make sure i stop all this failing...and start passing everything..yeah..i know i can do it..yeah..must have confidence..yeah..can't wait..can't wait to pass...next week emaths..must study very hard for it...i really wanna pass and i know that i can pass..i have the ability to pass..just need to manage my time better and stop all this time wasting on the net..so must go and study soon..tata...