guru

what a fun day.skipped chem lab.went to watch the guru at mellys house.whee.so super funny.what a great show.had fun watching the videos later.by the way.we got chased out of geog lesson.haha.less than a month in tp and we're black-listed.how nice.hahaha.and we skipped chem again.hahaha.ooh.thought about so many things on the bus trip home again.i love long bus trips.what a great time for me to reflect.hmmm.so many have moved on and so many have growned.its about time i grow too.hmmm.yes.ok.that sounded a lil funny.not grow taller la.grow stronger as a person.somehow now when i dont get to train with the softballers.i feel myself weakening mentally.seems that i dont spend anymore time with them.haha.thank god for dixie and melly.yes.and nad too for being my number one fan!!yay!!hmmm.life seems so much more fragile when you have time to reflect on it.you recall all the things you have done for the day and think about perhaps you should have done instead.you feel all the emotions that you felt before rushing back when you're all alone and somhow.it doesnt feel the same.

the happiness.the sadness.
the love.the sorrow.

it just doesnt feel the same.perhaps i'm thinking a tad too much.
face it!yes i will.
learn and grow from mistakes.
be a stronger sombody.
indeed i can.

smiles