sick sick sick

gosh.
i felt so so sick this morning.
i would have fainted if melly was not there.
it was so horrible i couldnt stand straight.
hmm.plus i didnt do anything for pe except sit there cos i felt so weak.
and lessons today were so blah and boring.
chinese was so so cold.
i was shivering.hmm.
when the audi is so cold and you are so sick.
you start shivering.and my teeth were chattering.
badness.
oh.and it rained heavily again.
golf was not up to standard and i think i'm getting new clubs again.
hmm.yes yes.new custom mades again.love it.
but i feel so bad for changing clubs again since my current set's only about 3 months old!
ahhh!!plus they were custom made too.bad bad bad.
and whats with me changing clubs twice in a span of 3 months.
and my swing's not even stable yet.
i mean compared to last time when i used to train,
my swing now is so inconsistent and pathetic.
ah whatever.
daddy watched me today and he was apparantly happy with my improvement which i felt that there was none.hahaha.but he was like your club head speed is getting faster.hahaha.

anyways.nationals starting tomorrow.
against nj at nj.
ewww.i dont like away matches.
by the time you take the bus there you got no mood to play.
and i dont have the jersey yet.
it's coming in two weeks.which is so so long.
but then again its my fault for not joining the team earlier.
yes.sigh sigh.
i think i'll borrow from jerald.hahaha.
i always borrow from him.and i feel so so bad.
ahhh.thank you jerald.you're the man!!
hahaha.if angie sees me wearing jerald's jersey, she'll call me jerio again la.hahaha.thats it!
and we're gonna leave class at 1130.ohno.we're gonna miss econs and math.
i dont wanna miss math lecture.i'll be so so lost after that.sheesh.
i need help!hahaha.
anyways.i feel scared for tomorrow's game
and i feel sick again.
it must be the weather.
i hope it doesnt rain during our game tomorrow.
and i hope we play well.
yes and i hope we'll play as a team.
thats all i'm asking for.

oh and the pocky craving is still there.hahaha.i shall buy pocky to share tomorrow!!
yayy!!
:)