lets risk it

almost giving up on trying
almost heading for a fall
and now my mind is screaming out
i've gotta keep on fighting
but then again
it doesnt end

today was not a good day.
i didnt talked much all day and i felt sick.
seriously theres something wrong with me.
all the weakness.
todays physio was horrendous.
PAIN TO THE MAX!
seriously, this is how muscles get loosen.
i was on the verge of crying.
except that i had a pact with me therapist that i wouldnt make a sound cos it was all in the head.
yeah right.hahaha.
i would have screamed if it werent for the people around.

anyways. i need to do something about the darn puking feeling cos its irritating me and i bet they all think i'm anorexic. i feel like puking everytime i think about the food. and i still eat at home alright so no worries.and oh puh-lease, i'm not pregnant.yes yes.now that we got that cleared up.i would try to start eating in school except that the school has no porridge.

blah.
now lets say hi to the books and bye to the computer!
(: